izaqdumlao

i'm blessed, i must confess my heart is pounding in my chest, cause this love's the best, i'm just a love addict.
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i'm waiting for the perfect time 'cause i remember saying..


DUDE.


meh.


it sucks how this is pretty much what's left of the everyday routine now.


guharghmehughgah.

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AWESOME
is what i'll be without you. :(

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"Sleeping With The Light On"

Along she came, with her picture,
Put it in a frame, so I won't miss her,
Got on a plane, from London; Heathrow,
It seems such a shame, yea..

I feel her. Slipping through my fingers,
Now she's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on,
And shocks went through my veins now, that she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on.

Heard she's engaged, spoke to her best friend,
No ones to blame, here's where it all ends,
And I feel the pain, 'cause I'm without her,
I feel the pain.

I see the sight, with a different light,
Words cannot describe the way I'm feeling,
'Cause I've been searching in my head,
For the words I thought she'd said,
For too long.

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mr. stache says..
helllllllllllllllllllllllo.

17:56  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

love on a string.

We guys don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys... but when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls.. OR TEXTS you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2am that it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong... we'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. Let us pay for you! Don't 'feel bad'. We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.


Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for who you are and not what you are. Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's, or my T-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brat Pitt, or Jesse McCartney in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'? I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand I'm not saying i wouldn't like it ether ;)

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change! Ditch his sorry ass, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.

Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes... and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.


FUCK YES.

i found this on the internet. couldn't help but put it up because i just freaking agree. LADIES FIRST! - because confidence is the sexiest thing :p

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:3

00:10  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

it's ladies first. what's holding you back?

halu! okay first of all..


happy 18th birthday bish :p
MICKKO ACOSTA
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okay so, i slept over at mickko's place a few days back and i just got home yesterday. i was fun as hell, whoever wasn't there missed something just too freaking awesome. :p

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"get the sword, get the game!"
- Marlo.

"no man, she doesn't talk to you every night, she talks to me. *serious burn*"
- Jano to Justeen.


"Takamura! Takamura!"
- Mickko.

"my favorite food is.. asian women. preferably japanese."
- Brian Hawk.

"argh."
- Mickko.


"being a dick is hard."
- Kiko.

"lovely."
- Joseph.


"BEN 10!!"
- Mina.

"I wanna talk to leaaaaaaaah~ *whine*"
- Justeen.


"hey, if i didn't make friends with her, it probably wouldn't have happened."

"i don't want anyone else because she's everything else."

"WHY ME?! *excessive swearing*"
"boku wo tabetai."
- Izaq.


"you should know what you should do, then what you should do more."

"fighting spirit."

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zaqu is the FASTEST.
because..
kijang beats ALL.

:P

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hajime no ippo!
TAKAMURAAAAA! TAKAMURAAAAA!

03:14  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

i'm feelin' invincible tonight.

"you can't stop me from falling apart, 'cause my self destruction was all your fault."

"fromage cheddar."

"there is a disturbance in the force."

"i'm gonna eat, yeah! yummy yummy, gonna eat! YEAAAH!"

"believe me i have tried to work this out from the inside, then i finally realised, i just need to move on with my life. gotta make something happen, not just sit around and wait for it. this place is like a prison, i think i'm gonna make a break for it.."

"parang tiwala; pag nasira na, mahirap ng ayusin pa. hindi kayang ipag dikit ang tiwala pag napunit."

"lust is desire for one's body. love is desire for one's soul."

"too bad, so wrong, so long. no time, last walk, let's talk."

"how can you think that any of this was easy?"

"PEANUT BUTTAAAAAAAAH!"

We're one of a kind
Like dip di-dip di-dip
Doo-bop a doo-bee doo
Our names are signed
Boog-e-dy boog-e-dy boog-e-dy
boog-e-dy
Shoo-by doo-wop she-bop
Chang chang chang-it-ty chang
shoo-bop

LULWHAT!
-chepi's line


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:O!!!

"MUFFIN IS AWESOME. AWESOMER THAN ANY AWESOME PEOPLE."
says muffin. :p

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today's the 5th of december, 2009. nothing much to say. i don't want to be negative. so i'll be nice. right now i'm uh.. watching this tagalog show with mermaids innit, seems interesting. HAHAHA!

aside from that, chatting with nina the muffin and the ppg, timah blossom and buttercup farah! HAHAHAHA! :p

so, i'm thinking of learning new songs on the guitar, or maybe making another song of my own but, it's hard D: and i can't find any new songs that are relatively easy for my standards -.- any suggestions of songs that don't have chords that'll need me to stretch my fingers further than a fret? -.-

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i had food from jollibee for dinner.
(spaghetti, beef burger, chocolate coughpearlcoughcoolercough :p)
i had macaroni for lunch.
(the one with raisins, cheese, and pineapples..)
and.. i was asleep during breakfast.

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MLIA.

I REGRET NOTHING.

:3

23:30  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

bring on the rain.

"Wedding Dress"

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

니가 그와 다투고
niga geuwa datugo
때론 그 땜에 울고
ttaeron geu ttaeme ulgo
힘들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
himdeureo hal ttaemyeon nan huimangeul neukkigo
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고
amudo moreuge mam a-a-apeugo
니작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
nijageun misomyeon tto damdamhaejigo
니가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐
niga hoksina nae maeumeul alge doelkkabwa
알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐
arabeorimyeon uri meoreojige doelkkabwa
난 숨을 죽여
nan sumeul jug yeo
또 입술을 깨물어
tto ipsureul kkaemureo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

내 맘을 몰라줬던
nae mameul mollajwotdeon
네가 너무 미워서
nega neomu miwoseo
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어
gakkeumeun nega bulhaenghagil nan baraesseo
이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
imi nae nunmureun da ma ma mareugo
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
beoreutcheoreom honja neoege malhago
매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난
maeil bam geureoke buranhaetdeongeol bomyeon nan
이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라
ireoke doelkkeoran geon aranneunjido molla
난 눈을 감아
nan nuneul gama
끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
kkeuchi eomneun kkumeul kkwo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

부디 그와 행복해
budi geuwa haengbokhae
너를 잊을 수 있게
neoreul ijeul su itge
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘
nae chorahaetdeon moseupdeureun da ijeojwo
비록 한동안은
birok handonganeun
 no oh
나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만
na jugeul mankeum himi deulgetjiman no oh

너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에
neomu oraen siganeul chakgak soge
홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
hollo babocheoreom saratjyo
아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고
ajikdo nae geunyeoneun nal bogo
새 하얗게 웃고 있는데
sae hayake utgo inneunde
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu


this song.. is so freaking.. addicting..
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"can you take me back to the person i used to be back when you were there for me?"

"believe me, you've never met another fucker like me. bet you've never seen the things that i've seen."

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GURREN LAGANN

"WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK WE ARE?!!"

"don't believe in you who believes in me, don't believe in me who believes in you, believe in you.. who believes in yourself."

"go beyond the impossible and kick reason to the curb!"

Nia: Even if we were to be enslaved in the galaxy's cycle of rebirth,
Yoko: The feelings that were left behind will open the door!
Leeron: Even if the infinite Universe were to go against us,
Viral: Our burning blood will cut through fate!
Simon: We'll break through the heavens and dimensions!
All: We'll show you our path through force!
Simon: Tengen Toppa Gurren-Lagann!
All: WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK WE ARE?!

"Don't underestimate us! Whether it be time, space, or alternate realities, they mean nothing to us. We will pierce the path and methods you've chosen! That is who we are, The Dai-Gurren Brigade!"



best. show. ever.


00:27  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

we'll all be..

heh, it's been a while since the prom. but i looked back at the photos.. and yeah, i decided to put em up here.


Izaq: dude, what the fuck is that?
Mickko: O: BONER!
Izaq: ...


if you didn't have a dirty thought when you saw this picture, you win.


Izaq: i'm the IZAQ, and i'm.. AWESOME!
Richelle: shut up and just smile. :>


izaq's wearing a ring. mickko's putting a sex face.


Izaq: let's attack the buffet table with ma rockgunsz!
Mickko: there's still food?!


smile Dee!


ketatas duo in da haus!


my prom date, FARAH! :)


Izaq: let's hold hands!
Farah: WHAT!?


the wee man! and mr. adorable.


Paths: do your oops face!


Paths: SEX FACE!


WHUT.


the Dee.


>:/


halu zaqu!


Joel: OKAY WITH FLASH!
Izaq: *_*


paths and lenny!


paths and lenny AGEN. :O


i don't like skinny pants.


i consider this the best photo of the night.


THE BARBEROS.


okay POSE!


we're some bad-ass motherfuckas. you don't mess with us!


the roof is on fiiiire! dancefloor fuckyesz.


the king of the barberos, KIKX!
29.11.09 happy birthday man :)

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mmm..


kthxbai hokai

04:01  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

our own fucked up little world.

to be honest, i'm disappointed.
disgusted and annoyed.
pissed off.

why?
don't ask me why.
where did all the days go?
where everyone would settle things like people?
where everyone wouldn't resort to underhanded and pathetic methods to get what they want? just where did all that go?
when violence wasn't even an option to solving a problem.
when a simple 'i'm sorry' and 'my apologies' would fix things?
what the fuck is happening to the world?

the longer we last here, the longer it feels, it looks, it seems.. like it's just getting worse. people you called your friends now go behind your back and hit you where it hurts most. people you don't even know come looking for you pissed off and wanting to beat you down as if you killed the world.

day by day, you just see more and more people getting their asses kicked for stupid reasons. people getting beat down even when they did nothing wrong. people getting pushed and kicked around because they choose not to fight back. people who chose to tolerate, not to retaliate.

misunderstandings. immaturity. greed. jealousy.

immature bastards who think they can push people around because they're bigger, stronger, faster.
greedy fuckers who think they can have whatever they want, want everything they consider cool and others shouldn't.
self centered assholes who think others deserve to get beat down because they're better than him/her.
people. human beings who don't listen to every side, every viewpoint, every part of the story before they make their decisions. people who think they're better than everyone else.

fuck you. fuck you people who are like this.
i don't care how many people find this insulting, but this is my opinion.
and it disgusts me knowing people of the world WE ALL SHARE AND LIVE IN..
.. can be like this.

when it's your fault, it's like the end of the fucking world for them. when they're wrong, it's still your fault and the end of the fucking world for them.
the irony of it all is that nobody thinks about anyone else anymore.
everybody thinks about themselves.
yeah, they might think about someone/something else.
... but it's only because they want it. they need it.

and out of all that..
all you can do is suck it all up, and move forward.
sucks doesn't it?

02:47  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun